January 22, 2010

I'm a little hesitant about spilling my guts here on this great blog of mine. I don't know who all reads it, which is okay. I kind of like the anonymity of it too. It gives me a freedom to write more of a journal type blog.

This is the only journal I keep. I'm sure that years from now my children will be glad to know that I was hooked on tv and loved a cold coke in a can! Those will be revelations I'm sure!

Since I don't know who you are I will share a little about what has been on my heart the last few days. I won't use names or specifics, just generalities.

We were friends with a couple a few years ago. They had a son one of our kids age and we enjoyed watching them play together. We shared the same beliefs and values. We often thought that if we were any closer we would get together more. We found out yesterday that she has left him and their child. We were shocked into silence. We are in unbelief. And so is the husband. We have invited them to come and spend some time with us soon. I hope they do and that we are able to minister and give them love and hope.

A dear friend of mine is wanting to get pregnant so badly. We thought there might have been success and sadly this was not the month. I ache for her. She is already a great mother and I'm excited to enjoy her pregnancy with her when God sees fit.

I have another friend who is no longer talking to me. There are many factors to this story that are to difficult to go into, but none that directly involve her. So I'm confused by this turn of events. I asked her if I had done something to make her mad and she said she couldn't think of anything and seemed like she didn't understand what I could possibly be talking about. Yet, she still doesn't talk to me.

I don't like for anyone to not like me. I hate it when people aren't happy with me. And I'm currently in a situation where I'm not sure who likes me and who doesn't. Can I tell you about the stress level in this body of mine? Too much!

Will you please pray for the top two situations? They are in need of prayer for sure!

And on a lighter note, I have errands to run and I need to walk today too. I sure hope I get those things done!!


  1. I am sorry to hear about both situations. I will pray for both of them.

  2. I would love to meet you and Abby sometime. It would be so fun. We live too close not to. I can't come to Ft. Smith this weekend, but maybe some other time we can get together.

  3. I like you. In fact, I love you. Very much. :)